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I'm singing "uh oh" on a Friday night. - mega_mega
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I'm singing "uh oh" on a Friday night.
So I haven't posted in aaaages.  I guess I've been busy with work, friends, and the single life. I'm going to start dating like a guy real soon and really don't care what anyone says. Serious relationships are a waste of time at my age. 

School starts tomorrow in my part of the world and I'm kind of sad that the mixed emotions of tomorrow don't apply to me. I remember as a kid I'd stay up all night on Labour Day out of excitement for the first day of school. I'd fantasize about how many new kids there would be and if I'd be able to make a good friend out of any of 'em. The new clothes were the best part. It was the only time of year that I'd get two pairs of shoes at one time. There was a point in my life where I would literally tell my parents "Life without school scares the shit out of me" every day. That time has finally come. I just wish I didn't spend most of my childhood wondering what it was like to be an adult because now all I do is wish to be a child again. 

My younger brother got two new pairs of shoes. A pair of DC's and a pair of Nike Air Forces. He's changed the laces on his DC's about three times now and has called several friends over just to show them his new shoes. I'd give anything to be him right now.

Current Music: Mouthwash - Kate Nash

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From: psuedonymous_x Date: September 4th, 2007 02:18 pm (UTC) (Link)

Interesting.

That whole entry is just like how I feel. Even the dating like a guy thing. I've decided that I'm not going for relationships anymore because they're a waste of time, and if you're planning on staying with someone then you've got to take it slow and you've got to care about how they're feeling and be there for them and all sorts, and that's just not me. I mean I've had more than my fair share of boyfriends, but it all ends up the same, because I don't care enough. So, to heck with them I say, bring on the flings.
And yeah I used to be excited about school, but now I just want the holidays to stay, especially with the way everything's going in our school now. And I used to hate the holidays when I was a lot younger. My dad tells me all the time, I used to ask if I could go in on the holidays because I loved it so much, God knows how.
I wish we didn't have to grow up either, especially with me just realising that summer holidays won't always be around, when you're in jobs and careers, you don't get summer holidays, you don't even get two day weekends!
mega_mega From: mega_mega Date: September 4th, 2007 04:54 pm (UTC) (Link)

Re: Interesting.

Yeah not being able to sleep in this summer was what hurt the most. I LOVED summer because I could stay up all night and sleep in all day. This time around, I got tired around 11 and woke up at 9-ish. Friday nights sucked. I don't work Sunday's so Saturday was the one night I got to have a life. Unusual for me, really. Last summer, my weekends started on Thursday and ended Sunday.
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