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Wow, it's been 6 weeks since I updated. I suck at this journal thing, don't I?

My lap top was stolen over Thanksgiving weekend. Whoever has it, knows me inside and out. I wonder if I'll ever bump into them.

My contract with Rogers has ended and to be honest, I'm happy. Hopefully I'll find something better and hopefully Andrew will follow me there.

I'm reading a book written by Miranda July called No One Belongs Here More Than You. It's a series of short stories and I'm still trying to figure out what connects the characters. Loneliness is an obvious theme but they all want to be lonely. It's almost as if longing is better than having.

There are two kinds of lonely. The first kind is what is now known as "The Cat Lady" (I believe the only nickname for a man is "Creepy Old Man" if there's another one, let me know). It's where he/she is stuck in absolute solitude where something as simple as a brush of the arm has them longing for that same person for weeks. They take a bath alone night after night and pray that tonight is the night the phone rings. They even rehearse how they'll answer the phone ("Hi, it's the Smith's residence" "Good afternoon, Jane Doe's phone"). And the other kind is a little harder to pin point. The other kind's phone never stops ringing nor is their presence ever unnoticed. But this kind silently begs one of their callers to ask them a question. A real question.

I don't want to finish that ^. I started it off as a joke then I wanted it to relate to this quote: "It is well, when judging a friend, to remember that he is judging you with the same godlike and superior impartiality" – Arnold Bennett. Then I got bored.

My journals are all garbage. I don't see how anyone can read them. You must be extremely bored.

I met a lady downtown today who decided to tell me her life story after I gave her a cigarette. She is a recovering crack addict and alcoholic with a 9 month old baby. She's getting her daughter back next week and is taking up a GED course. She seemed genuinely happy to be changing her life around. Extremely happy. Her story was just spilling out of her mouth. She told it all in one breath. Not joking. Even with the missing teeth, her smile was contagious. I don't know her name nor will I ever see her again, but something tells me I'm going to remember her for a little while longer.

I like Britney Spears' song Gimme More and I'm not afraid to admit it. LEAVE BRITNEY ALONE.

That is all.

Current Music: Paramore - Crushcrushcrush

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So a group of kids in Germany were arrested for planning an attack on Americans. We were talking about it at work and Conrad was confused as to how they found terrorists so quickly. "They couldn't even find Biggie and TuPac's killers but they'd go across the world to find Saddam Hussein?" I found that hilarious at the time. 

Did you know there's a pillow fighting league? It's a women's league. That's gotta be every mans fantasy. I remember back in grade 10 we had this exchange student from Africa named Joe. I found him to be quite the joker so him and I had regular phone conversations. I had told him once that I was going to sleep at a friends house and he got interested and started asking several questions about what goes on at these sleepovers. He was convinced that all female sleepovers started with painting each others nails, then went to pillow fighting and ended in back massages.  

Can you be heartbroken without being in love? 

What's the obsession with Zac Efron? The kid looks like Clay Aiken. I want to see High School Musical and I want to like it. But instinct tells me I'll hate it. If I was 6 years younger, I would have seen it 10 times by now. 

Speaking of movies, thanks to my awesome producer, I got free tickets to 3 gala presentations at the Film Festival. Wohoo!!!! Vince Vaughn called me "babe" last year. Maybe he'll take me home this year? How the eff do groupies do it? My new goal in life is to get into atleast one TIFF after party. Preferably one that Chris Evans and/or Colin Farrell are attending.

I saw Perfume today. Longest. Movie. Ever. It wasn't too bad. It was interesting but very slow paced. The ending pissed me off though. Bree was angrier than me. She was like "We saw an entire boring movie for an ending like that? What the fuck?". My roomate is never home. I feel like Bree is Heidi and I'm LC. Which kind of sucks because I'm apart of Team Heidi. I just get bored here. And I'm too tired to go driving around. We need another roomate. 

I'm going to buy 15-20 deodorant sticks and hand them out to people on the subway tomorrow. I'm certain that no one on the subway knows what they are. Seriously, you get hit with B.O. as soon as you walk into the damn subway. 

Just reading back on my post; half of what I write is sarcasm and it's probably usually misinterpreted. I don't really want Vince Vaughn to take me home, although telling people I banged him would do wonders for my street cred and I'm not really going to hand out deodorant sticks even though I really want to.

Current Music: Bed - J. Holiday

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I can't sleep once again but I don't start work until 12:30 and only work until 2:30. 

I have to explain one very strange story that popped back into my life today. 

Okay, one morning in May or June, Jamie had knocked on my door while I was sleeping. My mom was the one who answered the door and asked for his name and told him she'd pass the message on to me. When she told me, I honestly thought she was kidding. I had never spoken to him prior to this little situation. We've had tonnes of mutual friends and he seemed to be quite the comedian. He was just a bit on the shy side and never uttered a word to me. Anyway, he ended up coming the next morning and missing me again. But he caught me that night. I had invited him in since it seemed like he had something really important to tell me. 

So, I invited him to the basement. When we sat down, he didn't say anything for two minutes or so. I was very uncomfortable. He was looking at the ground and looked as though he hasn't slept for days. He finally broke the silence by saying "I've been dreaming about you". I thought he was about to tell me he had feelings for me and I was thinking of ways to politely turn him down. He went on to say "I think it means something. I think you're in some sort of trouble and I'm the only one that can help you." 

I was very, very creeped out. Especially because he wouldn't tell me what happened in the dreams. He would only tell me that he needed to protect me. After he left, I immediately called Kate and Beth since they went to elementary school with him and were quite close with him during high school. They were confused about it and asking around if anyone else has noticed any change in his behaviour and hounded him on msn. The story finally made it's trip to Pat - one of his best friends - and he's pissed. He thinks I'm spreading it around to tell everyone that Jamie's a freak. 
He called me just to tell me how big of a bitch I am and how conceited I am (I don't know where that came from. I'm certain the story got twisted around).  

Apparently, all the weed did Jamie in. But I refuse to believe that. Andrew, Bree, Wes and I have probably smoked as much as him and we're all fine. There's a lot more going on in his little head than he's telling anyone and I feel really bad for him.  I guess I really am the bad guy though. I could tell by the way he looked, he wasn't well. I shouldn't have told the girls but all I was doing was looking for an explanation. 

I'm told that Jamie lost his sense of humour and that his episodes are getting worse. There's a whole group on Facebook dedicated to him and it's very cute. I just wish I had nothing to do with his trip outs. 

And onto a lighter note. Josh texted me today. How random was that? And it was the worst text message ever "Word on the street is you want me". Well yeah, I do want him. Badly. But who the fuck told him? I never texted back and he never texted again. I literally act as though he's a celebrity. I only have one picture with him and I cherish it. Whoever told him must have also told him all of that. I hope he doesn't think I'm a stalker/creeper. I'll post the pic of us, so you can see how hot he is and how cute we'd look together and how we'd make an awesome married couple someday. 

 

What so wrong with being a slut? Why is it frowned upon? My friend Kyra had sex with 22 men by the time she graduated high school (including Josh) and no one really looked at her as a slut. She was open about it and even signed off her yearbook in grade 12 as "Virgin4Life *22*". 

I'm seriously thinking about being a slut. I don't want to be some bitter old lady who looks back and wishes she had experimented more. You only live once damnit and I'm going to act like it. Once I gather up the guts.

Current Music: Do It - Nelly Furtado

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So much for me dating like a guy. I can't sleep because one won't get out of my head. I called him after The Hills so probably around 11-ish and we didn't stop talking until about an hour ago. We started talking about nothing and it ended with us spilling just about everything. My favourite part of the conversation went something like this: 

Him: Have you ever been in love? 
Me: I don't think so. Have you?
Him: You don't think so?
Me: Well, no. I haven't been in love. 
Him: How do you know? 
Me: I'm just saying that because I assume that you'd know for sure if you're in love or not and I have never been sure about it. 
Him: How would you know for sure? 
Me: What's with the questions, Socrates?
Him: I just want to know what you think love is. 
Me: No one knows what love is. 
Him: You sure about that? 
Me: Well what's your theory, Mr. Philosopher? 
Him: Love is really scary when you think about it. It's far deeper than what our shallow society makes it out to be. 
Me: So what is it, genius? 
Him. It sounds simple but it really isn't. Love is when you're not afraid anymore.

Current Music: Oh My God - Lily Allen

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So I haven't posted in aaaages.  I guess I've been busy with work, friends, and the single life. I'm going to start dating like a guy real soon and really don't care what anyone says. Serious relationships are a waste of time at my age. 

School starts tomorrow in my part of the world and I'm kind of sad that the mixed emotions of tomorrow don't apply to me. I remember as a kid I'd stay up all night on Labour Day out of excitement for the first day of school. I'd fantasize about how many new kids there would be and if I'd be able to make a good friend out of any of 'em. The new clothes were the best part. It was the only time of year that I'd get two pairs of shoes at one time. There was a point in my life where I would literally tell my parents "Life without school scares the shit out of me" every day. That time has finally come. I just wish I didn't spend most of my childhood wondering what it was like to be an adult because now all I do is wish to be a child again. 

My younger brother got two new pairs of shoes. A pair of DC's and a pair of Nike Air Forces. He's changed the laces on his DC's about three times now and has called several friends over just to show them his new shoes. I'd give anything to be him right now.

Current Music: Mouthwash - Kate Nash

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What's so bad about the word vagina? I, for one, am NOT a big fan of vulgarity but vagina? C'mon. How is that offensive? Grey's Anatomy isn't allowed to say it. They replace it with Va-jay-jay which I assume is almost always followed by laughter. And somewhere in the States "The Vagina Monologues" isn't allowed to be posted on bulletins outside of theatres. Instead it's posted as "The Hooha Monologues". Wtf?

Canada rocks when it comes to censorship. Anything goes. Well, all except the F Bomb and MuchMusic takes advantage of that. They say "shit" like 20 times a sentence.

Speaking of MuchMusic, Video on Trial SUCKED today. Darrin Rows was the only funny guy. Plus, he's hot so I laugh way too hard at his jokes.

Yeah, I'm just trying to make the time pass. Two posts in an hour. If I wasn't on here I'd be watching the Grammy's and I can't do that until 11:00.
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LJ is fun when you're procastinating. I'm posting like 2, 3 posts a day now. I should soo be studying. Mid-terms are coming up. Oh well I found this:

You're a 90's kid if:

You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!"

You just cant resist finishing this... "Iiiiiiin west philladelphia born and raised..." (in the playground is where I spent most of my days...)

You remember TGIF on ABC. Step by Step, Family Matters, Dinosaurs, and Boy Meets World. (Boy Meets World and Family Matters were the SHIT)

"Miss Susie had a steam boat, the steam boat had a bell..miss suzie went to heaven the steamboat went to hell_o operator please give me number 9 and if you disnconnect me i'll kick you from behind the fridgerator, there was a piece of glass, miss suzie sat upon it and broke her little ***_k me no more questions, please tell me no more lies the boys are in the bathroom zipping up their flies, are in the city the bees are in the park .......................... miss suzie and her boyfriend are kissing in the D-A-R-K- D-A-R-K D-A-R-K dark dark dar dar da dark" (I totally do NOT remember that. If it was one of those clappy things, I never knew any of those. My memory was terrible.)

You remember when Kurt Cobain, 2Pac, River Phoenix, and Selena died. (I actually cried when Selena died)

You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey from "Blossom" and that "How Rude!" comes from Stephanie from "Full House" (yep!)

You remember when it was actually worth getting up early
on a Saturday to watch cartoons. (I even knew the theme song to One Saturday Morning)

You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. (Um, what the fuck is that?)

You remember reading "Goosebumps" (LOL yep!! The first one I read was "The Beast of the East")

You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school. (We used to compare them at school.)

You danced to "Wannabe" by the Spice Girls, Females: had a new motto, Males: got a whole lot gay-er. (so tell me what you want, what you really really want.) (Girl Power!)

You remember the craze, then the banning of slap bracelets and slam books. (I never knew they were banned but I used to love slap bracelets)

You still get the urge to say "NOT" after (almost) every sentence...Not...(I said it to my brother the other day and he looked at me like I was retarded)

You used to listen to the radio all day long just to record "Your FAVORITE song of ALL time" (I remember I waited HOURS for It's Gonna Be Me by Nsync to come on just so I can record it.)

Where in the world is Carmen San Diego? was both a game and a TV game show. (That song would stay in my head for DAYS)

Captain Planet. (Uhh, who?)

You knew that Kimberly, the pink ranger, and Tommy, the green Ranger were meant to be together. (LOL YES!!)

When playing power rangers with friends you fought over who got to be who............and still all ended up being Tommy. (All the boys at school would fight to be him)

You remember when super nintendo's became popular. (I still have the system in my house somewhere. Donkey Kong was my life)

You always wanted to send in a tape to America's Funniest Home Videos... but never taped anything funny.(There was a time when there was a camera connected to my Dad''s hand but nothing funny EVER happened)

You remember watching home alone 1, 2 , and 3........and tried to pull the pranks on "intruders" (LOL My cousin convinced me to pour paint all over his foyer just to get his older sister to slip and fall on it. It was all inspired by Home Alone. Man did we get into trouble..)

"I've fallen and I can't get up" (Oh kay. I don't remember that one)

One word,"Pokemon" (That was after my time)

When you have played and beaten mario brothers/duck hunt. (DUCK HUNT!!!! That orange gun was the shit, man)

If you ever watch cheers. (I watched it once or twice. Never liked it though)

You remember going to the skating rink before there were inline skates (Those orignal skates are haaard to skate in. Does anyone go to those rollerskating places anymore? I miss those. The music was fun)

if you memeber when every thing was "da BOMB"

when they made the new lunchables so that you could make tacos and pizza!! (I always wanted to have those daily. But my mom insisted on making me sandwiches. But boy was it a treat to find those in my cartoon lunch boxes)


You wore socks over leggings scrunched down

"Miss Mary Mack, Mack, Mack, all dressed in black, black, black, with silver buttons, buttons, buttons, all down her back, back, back" SHE ASKED HER MOTHER MOTHER MOTHER FOR FIFTY CENTS CENTS CENTS TO SEE THE ELEPHANTS PHANTS PHANTS JUMP OVER THE FENCE THE FENCE THE FENCE
he jumped so high high high he touched the sky sky sky and he didnt come back back back til the forth of july ly ly he jumped so low ow ow he stubbed his toe toe toe and thats the end end end of the elephants show show show (Those clappy things again?)

You remember boom boxes vs. cd players (sure do)

Writing M.A.S.H. notes. (and the twenty different versions of that) (Haha, those were so much fun. I always ended up getting to marry the guy I liked)

Making those little fortune cookie things.. and then predicting
your life with them. (LOL YES! I almost forgot about those!!!!)

"I'm just joshin' ya!!" (never said that once or hear anyone say that)

You remember New Kids on The Block when they were cool (duuuh. I have a video of me singing to The Right Stuff when I was like 4)

And You Were Obsessed with either 'Nsync or Backstreet Boys. But never NEVER both...(lmao so true. I was a fan of BSB first then Nsync came along with No Strings Attached and BSB were over. I turned my back on them soooo fast)

You knew all the characters names and their life stories on "Saved By The Bell" (I still do )

You played and/or collected "Pogs" (I sucked at that so bad. I always lost all my pogs and would beg my parents to buy them every night)

You had at least one Tamagotchi, GigaPet or Nano and brought it everywhere (Tamagotchi!!)

You haven't always had a computer, and it was cool to have the internet. (I used to brag about having a computer.)

You watched the original Care Bears, My Little Pony, and Ninja Turtles (The new Care Bears and Ninja Turtles suck. What's with all the computer-ization. Looked way better when it was normal cartoon.)

Yikes pencils and erasers were the stuff!

When boys still had cooties and girls were still weird. (Circle, circle, dot, dot. Now I've got my cooties shot)

Girls go to college to get more knowledge, boys go to Jupider to get more stupider! Or the other way around. (I used to say that like everyday.)

All your school supplies were "Lisa Frank" brand.(pencils.notebooks.binde...

You remember when the new Beanie Babies and talking Elmo were always sold out.

You collected those Beanie Babies. (LOL, they're all still in my room. I don't know what to do with them all. SO not throwing them out)

You used to wear those stick on earings, not only on your ears, but at the corners of your eyes. (I thought I was the one who started that..)

You remember a time before the WB.

You owned a portable tape player. (duuh)

If you even know what an original walkman is. (Haha yeah. Those things are so ugly)

You remember wanting to sit on the orange Nickelodeon couch.

You've gotten creeped out by "Are You Afraid of the Dark?" (I seriously used to get nightmares from those. That and Goosebumps. I would watch them every weekend and sleep in my parents bedroom)

You know the Macarena by heart. (Duuh. Only '90's kids know that? How sad)

"Talk to the hand" ... enough said (..cuz the face at home, leave a message at the beep. BEEP. I so have the urge to say that to someone today)

You always said, "Then why don't you marry it!" (Who are you kidding? I still say that)

You know the significance of the number 23. (Michael Jordan was and is the shit. I was a fan and I don't even watch basketball)

You went to McD's to play in the playplace. (Why don't kids play in those anymore)

You remember playing on merry go rounds...at the play ground. (So many injuries. I used to hang off of it while it was still spinning.)

You remember dreaming to be on a Nickelodeon game show: Double Dare, Nick Arcade, GUTS, Legends of the Hidden Temple, Fun House, Figure It Out, ...(I'm Canadian. We didn't get those but I'm sure YTV was better anyway ;))

You all know you watched Hey Dude, and Salute Your Shorts...(no. I watched Dudley the Dragon and Banana's in Pajama's if that's similiar..)

Remember and You Cant Do That On Television where getting slimed first started!

Who Love's Orange Soda? Kel Loves Orange Soda.. IS it true??? I doo I doo I doooo00000000000......(What the fuck is that? That sounds so weird to me. Never heard it in my life)

When we were younger:

Before the MySpace frenzy...(Now it's all about Facebook)

Before the Internet & text messaging...(I actually remember when no one had cell phones. How did they live?)

Before Sidekicks & iPods...

Before cellphones.

Before MIKE JONES...

Before Anime was popular.

Before Green Day were "American Idiots"

Before PlayStation2 or X-BOX...

...Back when you put off the 5 hours of homework you had every night. (I can't do that anymore. I SO miss being a kid)

Before Britney Spears was a slut. (WOW that was a looong time ago. Remember when she was a "virgin til marriage"?)

When light up sneakers were cool.

When you rented VHS tapes, not DVDs. (I remember asking what the difference was. That felt like yesterday)

When gas was $0.95 a gallon & Caller ID was a new thing.

When we recorded stuff on VCRs & paid $3.50 for a movie. (Malls on Friday nights were the place to be. I remember getting 10 dollars and that would pay for my ticket AND popcorn. Now it's like almost $30 for both.)

When we called the radio station to request songs to hear off our walkmans. (Does anyone request songs anymore?)

When phone numbers were still 7 digits. (I was in grade 8 then. I remember we had a big discussion about how cell phones were taking over. Woah, time goes fast)

When Being a TOMBOY was "in". (two words: Sporty Spice)

When 2Pac and Biggie where alive. (It was all a dream. I used to read Word Up magazine. Salt N Pepa, Heavy D up in the limousine..)

when none of your friends done or even touched weed yet. (That seemed so long ago.)

When everyone loved Disney movies. (People still do. Why don't kids like Disney's with songs in them? The only reason why I loved Lion King, Aladdin, Little Mermaid etc were because of the songs. Kids suck these days)

When the Chicago Bulls were the best team ever. (Haha. Dennis Rodman's hair. haha)

Way back.

when it was all about N64.

Before we realized all this would eventually disappear

Who would have thought you'd miss the 90's so much!!!!! 

I certainly didn't think I'd miss it that much. Where are the boybands now? Where are the musicals? Where's the cheesy stuff that you couldn't help but love? I SO miss being a kid.

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So the kids from Harry Potter are all grown up. Daniel Radcliffe is mega hot now. Here's the picture that's floating around: 

 

He makes hair look good. I guess Miss Emma Watson wanted to prove that she's all grown up now too:

 

Why did she do that? Just why? Never again Emma Watson, never again.

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I can't sleep. I decided to take a nap and it lasted longer than I wanted it to. I woke up at like 8:58 pm. So I guess this means I'm not going to Film tomorrow. But I'll make it to Socio because of Dominick of course. No, I actually like that class. Dom has a girlfriend anyway who I swear is a model. She treats him like shit and is always yelling at him. I'm completely jealous of her. I've never seen her wear the same shoes twice. But I don't see her daily so..

So, I have a meeting with BiteTV's producers on Thursday. The email they sent me said the contract is 7 months and $200/day. So if I get the job, it looks like I'd have to pick between school and the job. I'm hoping they don't like me because I actually like school. It actually scares me to think that I won't be in school one day. 

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My dream date would be:

 a night at a drive-in theatre watching a terrible horror movie. Bad horror movies are hilarious. 

or 

a day at the beach when it's completely foggy. Have you ever been to the beach when it's foggy? Absolutely gorgeous. 

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I wish I knew someone like Chloe O'brien because I don't know shit about computers. I mean look at this LJ. It's so effing boring. My myspace was the same (before Facebook took over. Which I'm still angry at. Myspace actually had music on it). All I know about computers is how to use the internet. 

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I had the saddest conversation with my mom today. She was drunk and asked me if I'd visit when I move out (I'm moving out in July WOO). I told her "obviously. I'm going to need to do laundry somewhere." Then she asked me if I'd still visit after I get washing machines and I thought about it because I seriously don't know if I would. And all she said was "It's okay, we stopped being a family a long time ago. That's my fault. I failed as a mother." 

Instead of comforting her I just walked away.  It's kind of true though. We're not really a family anymore. This last Christmas was terrible. I woke up at 2 in the afternoon, opened my presents, didn't wait for dinner and went to see Dreamgirls. I seriously didn't feel bad about it til now. 

Everything just seems to be getting worse and worse. I'm a worse person than I thought I was. I'll make it up to them on Valentine's though. I swear it. 

I cried today, though. Which is good since I'd almost forgotten how to.
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I ignored all of my phonecalls today. All except Rachel's. She was downtown when I finished class today so we got something to eat. I finally asked her why she thinks I'll turn out to be a lesbian and she said "gay people know gay people". What the fuck? 

I told her how shocked I still am that she's a lesbian and that she didn't look like one. She completely blew up on me when I said that. I'm never going to talk to her about her sexual orentiation again. I still don't get how that offended her. 

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Kyle called me a gazillion times today. I assume it's to ask me why I didn't show up to his house yesterday. My brother told me he showed up to my house today which is weird. A small part of me wants to get back with him. I like the idea that we could just pick up where we left off. When we broke up, I wanted to be able to open to him but I just wasn't up to it for some reason. But the bad out weighs the good, I guess. 

Man, I should really get to bed. Now my whole sleep schedule is going to be out of whack. I should've never taken that nap.

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Does anyone know what Patrick Stump is saying in Thriller? It sounds like a bunch of noise strung together nicely in a tune. 

I'm going to make this a friends only journal soon. I'm pretty sure no one I know has an LJ but I'll keep it locked just to be safe.

Current Location: My bedroom
Current Music: What I Wanted - Nelly Furtado

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Bush is going to ask congress to cough up $2.9 trillion. Is he mental? Most of that will go to the Iraq war which everyone knows is going to end badly. Why America felt the need to impeach Clinton for committing adultry and not even bring up impeachment when Bush is conducting a war that his administration doesn't even support is completely beyond me.

I guess it's safe to say that he's a dictator. 

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A gig with BiteTV could be happening. Eat that Miss Deal or No Deal. 

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My younger brother asked me an interesting question today: 

Zachary: How do you know that we see the same things?
Me: What do you mean? 
Zachary: Like what I think is blue could be yellow to you 
Me: Whaaat? 
Zachary: How do you know that everyone's eyes sees everything the same way?

My brother is 9. Why does he think about these things? Anyway, I started to think about that question on a wider scale/deeper level. I started to think about people's perception of me (I'm usually perceived as two things: funny and/or conceited) and how hard it is to alter someone's perception. Nothing annoys me more than being seen as something I'm not but trying to alter anyone's perception of me is pointless. The me that I know is different than the me that my mom knows and that's different than the me my best friend knows or the me that my boyfriend (if I had one) knows. So trying to prove myself to anyone would be absolutely pointless since they'll never see me the way I do. 

Confusing? I know. I thought about that during the Superbowl. That's how bored I was.

However, no two people see the external world in exactly the same way. To every separate person a thing is what he thinks it is - in other words, not a thing, but a think.  – Penelope Fitzgerald 

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I stayed home for the Superbowl today. My dad was shocked and asked me if I was feeling well every commercial break. What a dork. 

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Do you know what really gets me angry? When I'm on the phone and the person in the room feels like they just have to talk to me. My brother is an expert on that. He never talks to me when I'm off the phone. Only when I'm on. 

What drives you crazy? 

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I haven't seen a chick flick in a while but I had the chance to see A Good Woman today. It's with Scarlett Johansson and some really hot guy. It's beautifully written. The dialogue is adorable. If you doubted love, it makes you believe in it all over again. So go rent it. 

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My next goal in life is to get this outfit: 

 

I don't know about the shirt but the shoes and jeans are heaven. And who knew that that was Lindsay Lohan?

Current Location: My room
Current Music: My TV (Deal or No Deal)

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